9.10.2006


i definitely think it's better to survive these days than to rant about how stupid the world can get!

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i have been complaining for the past 2 weeks. why? because i barely fit inside our room, i spend a lot of money (although i know im not supposed to) and i am tired of taking in other people's dumb complains about their bills yada yada....

is it that bad????

i know it's a part of my calling. i can feel it! i am born to help people calm themselves. but it's not the way im doin it right now. i am so sick of it. but ive no choice. or else, i'll end up finding food in the dumpster.

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our training's almost over. we're in ABAY right now, phone simulation shit. what im afraid right now is having so much tiers. i did a lot of mistakes and i guess im not so sure about staying in my current company (despite having promised of getting promoted immediately). im really not so sure and i dont wanna think i'd get promoted. they have to look at my stats. so far, im doing good, but i need to do great to get what i want. and i'm not!

one local sale last friday.. i need more..

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one thing i noticed about groups, it's impossible that there's gonna be nobody whose having attitude problems. in our case right now, it's somebody who thinks great of himself. know-it-all! i dont blame him though. i honestly understand why he's acting that way. there are people like that. the least i can do is to have a good friendship with him despite that fucking fact. he gets into people's nerve most of the time and i wont do anything so he'd get into mine.

hark.

i think i wanna pee.


give me siomai.
x 2:41 p.m. x

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misshell aka mike aka michiko aka june::

i was born on Sybil's birthday at 3:15 am.

i reside in an almost inhumanely tiny roomie with a toilet room shared by 17 other boarders. 17 is unlucky for me.

i work at nowhere as of the moment. i just draw.

i own a multi-colored bead bracelet with a red lace.

i eat rice once a day, and i shit every two days.

i love watching pishy do the 3-5, i wonder when can i have my own load.

i hum share the shower with someone very closely related to me.

i can't sleep without brushing my teeth.

i want to eat shrimp sandwich, NOW.

i sigh, yawn and scratch my head when i'm bored.(don't we all do?)

From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.

*kunwari seryoso*